Monday, 12 March 2018

The Weight Of The World On My Shoulders...


So previously Ellysia never had a relationship with her dad. I always felt guilty. Like it was somehow my fault. It wasn't. The situation was just difficult. But...

I am now in hospital for 2 weeks to start the new drug I spoke about before, and Ellysia is finally going to spend some much anticipated time with her Daddy. I hope they have a fantastic time together and can start to build a bond with each other! Words honestly cannot describe how pleased I am that this is finally happening!! 

Ellysia has some amazing family that love and care about her and I will never ever stop them from doing that. I spent my entire life moving from family to family, not knowing my parents and I don't want her to have the same. She has the family there so why should I take that away from her? Family is one thing that is so important and means so so much to me!!


Ijust hope that she grows and can see how much people love her. she will probably be a little rascal at time and we will more than likely fall out at some point in our life together but what mother and daughter aren't like that? KšŸ’–

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